❋ Working life ❋
Wednesday, January 4, 2012 @ 5:47 PM
I was so busy lately since I've started working. Sorry that I got no chance to update my blog page. Well, working over there so far makes me feel uneasy. It's not that the workers there are not friendly. They are lovely, but the way they talk sometimes really like... SARCASTIC! Especially the manager there. Just same like what I had been through during school life. Lol. But I know this is how the social life looks like. They tend to treat people nicely in front of them and stab them from the back. So I better diam diam only, don't want to get into trouble though.
Even though I'm working together with him(my beloved one), we have to pretend like we are strangers as manager doesn't want to hire two friends together. And now, we really like getting to be strangers. So near yet feel so far. I don't feel the feeling like before. Why ar? So many question marks on top of my head.
Whatever it is, I wanted to say that actually I miss you. Everytimes I thinking of giving up you, but never once I succeeded. Why can't I let go of you? I should have known that staying beside you just burden up your life. You need to care of another one person beside carrying burden from your family. I'm so selfish. Ohh dear.. :'( I'm so sorry.
Just wanted to tell you here, I may not show that I care of you, but truth is, I miss you, all the time, every second, every minute, every hour, every day!
I love you. ♥
