♥ Live and Love

2012-01-27T09:09:00.000-08:00

Was soooo busy till don't have the time to update my blog.

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year everyone! =D

Counting from today, I still have four days left before I quit this job. Yippie~ But, err... Kinda reluctant to leave there actually.

Too many events I have had during Chinese New Year and sorry I have no enough time to write all down here. So I will just skip to main point.

Sincerely, I had spent up to RM 3000 within one month. So now I gotta work to earn the money back. But lately, I have the urge to buy Ipad and new Iphone>.< OMG~ I think it's better to buy during PC Fair right? (Gotta discuss with my beloved one first)

Working life

2012-01-04T17:47:00.000-08:00

I was so busy lately since I've started working. Sorry that I got no chance to update my blog page. Well, working over there so far makes me feel uneasy. It's not that the workers there are not friendly. They are lovely, but the way they talk sometimes really like... SARCASTIC! Especially the manager there. Just same like what I had been through during school life. Lol. But I know this is how the social life looks like. They tend to treat people nicely in front of them and stab them from the back. So I better diam diam only, don't want to get into trouble though.

Even though I'm working together with him(my beloved one), we have to pretend like we are strangers as manager doesn't want to hire two friends together. And now, we really like getting to be strangers. So near yet feel so far. I don't feel the feeling like before. Why ar? So many question marks on top of my head.

Whatever it is, I wanted to say that actually I miss you. Everytimes I thinking of giving up you, but never once I succeeded. Why can't I let go of you? I should have known that staying beside you just burden up your life. You need to care of another one person beside carrying burden from your family. I'm so selfish. Ohh dear.. :'( I'm so sorry.

Just wanted to tell you here, I may not show that I care of you, but truth is, I miss you, all the time, every second, every minute, every hour, every day!

I love you. ♥

New Year = Emo Year?!

2012-01-01T04:21:00.000-08:00

Hey, It's brand new year, 2012.

So, Bye bye 2011!

Most of my friends went out counting down for the arrival of 2012, while I stay at home watching Thailand ghost movie, "Shutter". Well, it's kinda boring too for me to go out counting down at such crowded place with strangers. I don't know. If last time, I would love to hang out till late at midnight. Seeing everyone so enjoy makes me feel my life isn't that miserable.

But during the last day in 2011, I feel quite emotional and didn't have the mood of going out celebrating. Why arr? Is it because influenced by Him?! I don't want~ I don't want~ >.< I don't want my life be so dull since I'm now facing that situation everyday! Cool daddy, reticent mummy, Sister who does not know how to appreciate family, and another sister who keep sticking to her anime and computer only. Come on! Things won't get better if only me the one who putting effort.

Okay, talking about him. I demanding him to do a simple thing for me to show that he is actually care of my heart, but he refused to. Is this show that I'm just a role player as girl friend in his eyes, but not in reality? Feel like he is hiding me from everyone. What for?! I don't need a relationship in that way. If you don't want me seriously, just say it out! But remember, it is YOU the one who doesn't know how to appreciate me.

Kinda in dilemma now actually, in this brand new day, I was wondering should I give up waiting for him? Should I stop myself from giving myself hopes? Since I had been disappointed again and again.

Busy + tired

2011-12-30T03:05:00.000-08:00

7.00am - Wake up early in the morning just to feed Cody(my puppy) eat breakfast. >.<

8.30am - Nail polish.

10.00am - Facial at beauty centre

12.00pm - Went to grandma's house to have lunch and fetch uncle to his friend's house.

1.00pm - Went to Public Bank to open a new account. I waited for about one and half an hour for this due to inefficiency of the management there. 4 counters are prepared and only one available. WTH?!

2.30pm - Bought lunch,Wilson Chicken Rice for uncle and his friend.

3.15pm - Doing house chores.

4.00pm - Clean up dog's cage. (Totally like taking care of a baby. [╥﹏╥] )

These are the activities for day time. I feel so tired by just doing so little works. Maybe because I so long never work out? Haha..

Well I bought three cosmetic products at the salon there.

Items are shown below.

UltraCalming™ cleanser

multi-active toner

active moist

I don't know whether this product is good and suits me or not now. Gotta try it first then only can share here ya!

That's all for today. Now is 7pm. I'm off to bed for nap.

Good night peeps!

Me, employed!

2011-12-28T00:42:00.000-08:00

Hey, I have been hired! as a customer service, again. =.= It's quite a boring job actually as we would just stand there and promoting items to customers so that they'll buy our products and we get the commission. LOL. For your information, I'm gonna start my working days next month at Eu Yan Sang, in old Jaya Jusco.

I heard this job will not be as easy as other promoter's job. I don't know, gotta try it first then only can make sure. By the way, I do hope it's not too tiring. >.<

I'm working as a part-timer. So, my salary will be paid according to the working hours.

1 hour = RM5.

1 day = (8 hours x RM5) = RM40

1 month = (26 days x RM40) = RM1040 (Estimation)

Some more if I work during Chinese New Year, I will get double from one-day-paid.

And If i work full day, it's gonna be 12 hours per day and I'll get RM60 per day.

For sure I'll get more than RM1000 per month. ^^

I may only work for 1 month as the lady boss there need workers for this coming Chinese New Year only.

yummy

2011-12-23T21:08:00.000-08:00

It's Christmas's eve! So I cooked Chicken and Mushroom soup, since the weather is so cold and raining today.

Hmmm~ This is so delicious.

Creamy Mushroom and Chicken Soup. ♥

During the cooking process ...

Here served my favorite soup.

Bon appetit! ♥

interview

2011-12-21T19:49:00.000-08:00

I went to interview at Aeon Jusco shopping centre yesterday.

Two places

SK Jewellery

and

Sovena(selling girl's accessories)

Erm. Both giving quite good salary, which is more than RM1000.

Hard to make decision if I get both calls.

Haha.... *overconfident* >.<

Anyways, I would prefer to work with my friends.

You have got not idea how boring you will be if working alone with strangers!

I'm in love

2011-12-21T03:23:00.000-08:00

I'm single because people never knew how to appreciate me. ♥

相愛的人也會分手、我們仍愛著、可是卻不能繼續了

2011-12-20T00:07:00.000-08:00

女孩的心裡則是想著：

“明明錯的就不是我！每次不把我放在心上的是你，常常把我忽略的也是你，我想被呵護、被疼、被愛的感覺，你都不能明白。有的時候我只想要一個擁抱，一份在意，與不管我對不對你都認錯。我的要求很少，你能疼我愛我，我就會給你我能給的一切！可是你一點都不明白我的心啊....”

男人續想著：

“每次我犯錯，都會被你鬧脾氣甚至責罵。可是你沒有想過，當你犯錯或做出我不高興的事時，我是如何的默默容忍，把很多話吞下去... .

你總是說著，我沒有顧到你、把你放在心上。你會懷疑我不愛你、會擔心我不在意你了，所以才總是跟我鬧...

可是，你知道嗎？

同樣的情形，我跟女性朋友聊得很愉快，你事後就會開始鬧脾氣。可是你和男孩子聊天，我雖然不高興，但是我還是選擇微笑的容忍...

因為不希望對你發脾氣、不希望我們之間的關係變不好，因為愛你、不想傷害你，所以我才選擇獨自忍耐...

...可是我覺得好委屈。”

女孩有些難過的想著：

“本來以為你是我最信任的人，所以我才把我的過去都無保留的告訴你啊，我把最黑暗的一面交給你，希望你來守護，希望我的坦承，能換來你的珍惜。我的一切就是你啊....你不照顧我的話，我在這個世界上就很可憐很可憐啊。沒人疼愛我，就連我最愛的你也不疼我，我當然會感到受傷啊。

我想找你，而你總是有比我更重要的事情要做要忙，我當然會胡思亂想，認為你沒有好好把我放在心上啊...

每次我跟你鬧脾氣的時候，只是想要一個擁抱，你卻都是嫌我煩、嫌我不懂事啊，而更多的是我漸漸開始懷疑....………

Love

2011-12-16T17:29:00.001-08:00

Finally!

2011-12-14T17:11:00.000-08:00

Fuhh~ Finally, I got my 8-hours nonstop sleep! Feel so refresh^^

I hope this helps to reduce my dark eyes circle. These circles make me look sooo old! Oh dear >.<

So, I searching on the web whether there's any tips for reducing dark circles remedy, and of course, I found one that I think it's quite good(even though I have not really tried before). Hehe.. Just a simple way of removing your dark eye circles. You may have a try also.

All you have to do is Cold for the eyes. They help reduce puffy eyes and sooth tired eyes. You can cut cucumber slices or potato slices and apply them to closed eyes for ten minutes. Other remedies are applying a cold spoon to the eyes or even splashing cold water to eyes. The cold helps to avoid under eye wrinkles and dark circles around the eyes.

It shows better result if you apply eyes serum under your eyes. It helps in de-puffing. :)

You can buy the product at any beauty center around your area or here.

P/s: Wake up as early in 6.30am today. Also, for the first time I online so early. Haha! I saw only few people playing facebook. Anyways, it's great to have a morning conversation with my ex-classmates, Elvis and Yee Ling in this early morning. This definitely brightens up my day. (✿◠‿◠)

Exam's over, time to relax?

2011-12-13T04:55:00.000-08:00

Finally, I have done with Malaysian Higher School Certificate examination, commonly known as ~~STPM~~, which had lasted for about a month.

Everyone is celebrating now, and yet there are still some of them busying checking answers!

Come on, exams is over. Checking answers wouldn't make you score an Ace. It only makes you feel upset.

So, I chose not to check.

Exams has finally ended, everyone feels glad and happy.

But why I feel uneasy and sad??

Too worried about the result i guess.

Owhh dear.. I don't even dare to predict how my result is. >.<

♥ Obsession

2011-12-10T06:37:00.001-08:00

Arghh!! I'm currently superb obsessed with this BB cream.

It's so fulfilling my taste!

Fairy Drops Candy Bar BB cream

Fairydrops Candy Bar BB Cream was produced by Mayumi Yasutomo, a newscaster, who desired to have a product that made her skin look flawless while on camera. This shine-free, oil-free and waterproof product was the perfect solution. The product itself is a lightweight formula allowing you to apply the amount of layer you would like without feeling like your skin is being weighed down. Micro- gold pearl hides scars and freckles. Soft focus powder uses light diffusion not to show wrinkles and makes skin smooth. Cover with thin film, and protect from dry and rough skin.

contents: 35g
Comes in 2 shades in: light ochre and ochre

Key Points:

Micro-Gold Pearls to Hide Scars and Freckles
Diffuses Lights to Hide Wrinkles
Smooths and Softens Skin
Waterproof
Lightweight
Shine-Free
Oil-Free
No SPF

★ ★ serum component formulated five
Hydrolyzed collagen, royal jelly extract, squalane, jojoba seed oil, macadamia nut oil

★ ★ Pearl gold particles polarization mixing system
Acne scars, hidden spots, the skin color of the skin utilizing the shiny! !

★ ★ Vaseline
Creating a thin film on skin to prevent water evaporation and drying! !

★ ★ soft focus powder formulations
Using the diffusion of light, Tulln and smooth skin roughness and wrinkles less noticeable to the skin! !

★ ★ water repellent treatment formulated pigment
Sweat, strong water, less likely to collapse in extended use makeup, cosmetics keep your skin freshly forever! !

♥ Gifts from siblings

2011-12-10T05:58:00.000-08:00

Gee.. I received a cosmetic bag and a clutch bag from my aunt today. ♥

Thanks, I need them badly.

It's useful for me to keep my cosmetic products in future.

(For your information, I gonna start using them soon.)

Time to grow up and learn to be a pretty lady huh.. ☺

(I know it's quite late now. >.<)

Cosmetic bag ♥ I love the colour so much^^

ENCHANTEUR Clutch bag - Gold ♥ from Paris

This really helps me in wedding dinner or other function! ^^